[Verse 1]
Some say you’re invincible, just like a god
You’re constantly judged, there’s no wake-up call
It starts to numb your feet, you can barely speak
Got a lump in my throat, but I’m still an optimist
[Pre-Chorus]
I was looking for stability, I couldn’t find it in
My mind’s complicated, it’s my worst enemy
My therapist said I should start taking my own advice
That ain't manly, everyone knows boys don’t cry
[Chorus]
If I wasn’t unstable
I’d be with you, lying in my bed
Counting the scars in your arms
Am I being helpful?
Forgot how to pursue happiness
It ain’t even part of the plan
[Verse 2]
How can I be admired if I can't stand up?
I paid the consequences when it wasn’t my fault
Most of the compliments seemed like a remеdy
Filled myself with chemicals to rеgain my sanity
[Pre-Chorus]
I was looking for stability, I couldn’t find it in me
I jumped from my balcony just to set me free
My therapist said I should start taking my own advice
Teenagers became victims of modern stereotypes
[Chorus]
If I wasn’t unstable
I’d be with you, lying in my bed
Counting the scars in your arms
Am I being helpful?
Forgot how to pursue happiness
It ain’t even part of the plan
[Bridge]
I’m more than every storm that has consumed all my energy
More than the comments that made me question my personality
Not a model or an actor you cut out of a gossip magazine
Cause that won’t define me as an emotional being
[Chorus]
If I wasn’t unstable
I’d be with you, lying in my bed
Counting the scars in your arms
Am I being helpful?
Forgot how to pursue happiness
It ain’t even part of the plan
[Outro]
Mmm, mmm-mmm
If I wasn’t unstable I’d be with you
Mmm, mmm-mmm
Counting the scars in your arms
Mmm, mmm-mmm
If I wasn’t unstable I’d be with you
Mmm, mmm-mmm
It ain’t even part of the plan
Mmm, mmm-mmm
If I wasn’t unstable