Not feeling myself, not feeling at home
I can't keep all these thoughts outside of dome
And I laugh it all off, could it possibly hurt?
Or can't you see it in my smile and hear it in my words?
I'm trying to love something
Nothing really needs any love from me
All I need is a place where I can run
'Cause I can't run
I'm trying to care about something
Nothing really needs any care from me
All I need is a place where I can sleep
'Cause I can't sleep
Not feeling too much, not feeling at all
I'm too numb to feel good so I won't feel the fall
And it's easy to think I know what I've got
But not until I'm dead will I know what I want
Don't give a fuck about nothin'
Nothin' ever gave a good fuck about me
All I need is a place where I can hide
'Cause I can't hide
And all I care about is money
Money couldn't care any less about me
All I need is a place where I can be
'Cause I can't be