Verse I
Curled up in a fragile state
Make matters worse I complicate
Everything from being irrational
At times unpredictable
No one can know my reality
My thoughts and emotions get weighty
Pills are just a bandage
Tattered soul beaten and damaged
At times I am a downright savage
Living a life just isn’t lavish
Chorus I
You may not notice
But all of these moments
You might have ignored her
It’s post traumatic stress disorder
This PTSD
Has got ahold of me
Verse II
When there is sadness upon your cheek
Won’t drop a tear for fear you’d call me weak
Lost all control of how to handle existence
Leave me alone, please keep your distance
Solitude and despair desperate for you to care
Blinded by darkness and nothing is fair
Scenes that flash through my imagination
You can’t believe it’s a normal duration
Chorus II
You may not notice
But my mind is broken
You might have ignored her
It’s post traumatic stress disorder
This PTSD
Has got ahold of me
Verse III
Anxiety grabs me and my heart crashes
Seeing the wall and I might just smash it
The pain in my eyes are just a shell
What came to realize is the pathway to hell
The weight of the world is imminent
Drugs are nothing but an instrument
To hide all the worry and pressure
Like my personality has no texture
Chorus III
You may not notice
But I am homeless
You might have ignored her
It’s post traumatic stress disorder
This PTSD
Has got ahold of me
Call 1-800-273-8255
If you ever feel like committing suicide