I played all my cards
Now I’m stuck with the joker
And I’ve blown all my shots
But I still really want to talk to you
I’m chain smoking cigarettes
And pounds of marijuana
While I lay in my bed
And listen to New Order
I could stay in the corners
Of my thoughts
I’d like to damage
All your stuff
And start a fire
And spend the night
In a police car
Well I aimed for the stars
But got stuck in the gutter
When I loved you so much
That I became unrecognizable
Now that you’re ghosting me
I often sit and wonder
What the hell I can do
To break this spell you’ve got me under
I could stay in the corners
Of my thoughts
I want to ruin your whole life
It’s really easy
When you don’t care
Honey, believe me
I ate all my words
Now I can’t swallow