[Verse 1]
Hey, I've been thinking about the things I say
And I know I can't blame you for running away, yeah
But I do it all the time and I know it's on your mind
I drove here losing my shit
Stuck in traffic with the windows up
Singing yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Singing yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Thought we couldn't do it
Felt the pressure and I almost left just like
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
[Chorus]
All I do is stay up until the morning
Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming
And when I wakе up this evening and my consciencе is screaming
It'll never be okay
[Verse 2]
I stopped controlling my dosage for a long time
Then I traded my focus for a fucked up mind
My breathing and I
We go together like diamond rings and detox and long walks
Feeling like I'm all fucked up and I don't even care
I wanna be a better person but it wouldn't be fair
To take a shortcut, I'm a runner up
I'm a runaway stuck in your driveway for three days straight
If you need me, I won't be sleeping
I'm probably hyperventilating
'Cause all I do, all I do is stay
[Chorus]
All I do is stay up until the morning
Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming
And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming
It'll never be okay
[Bridge]
Woke up in the dark with a stomach ache
And the blood won't stay in one place
And I feel the weight of my mistakes, I'm sorry
I mean this in the most sincere way
I don't deserve to feel okay
[Chorus]
All I do is stay up until the morning
Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming
And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming
It'll never be okay (I don't deserve to feel okay)
All I do is stay up until the morning
Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming
And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming
It'll never be okay