[Verse 1]
I’ll say goodbye
To what I thought I knew it meant to be alive
Run back and forth inside my head
I’ve been counting every reason just to try and make this all make sense
But I keep on coming back with all these
Wounds to stitch, no room to switch
All my panic into something I can use to fix my selfishness
[Chorus]
How long will I just sit and watch the disconnection grow
Til it can’t be fixed?
The damage done that’s the consequence
Of burning bridges that you shouldn’t have lit
[Verse 2]
Straight down
I just think it’s hard to pretend we’re straight now
I can’t shake them the complications that I found
Searching for a future without you
Lusting for something that feels brand new
Wishing you could feel just like I do
Straight down
I can’t look myself in the mirror
Holding on til I can see clearer
Hoping I can piece things together
[Chorus]
How long will I just sit and watch the disconnection grow
Til it can’t be fixed?
The damage done that’s the consequence
Of burning bridges that you shouldn’t have lit
[Verse 3]
I’ve got myself to blame
Nobody else but me
For my lack of happiness
I just gave up and that was it
I just don’t think it’s right for me
To live so selfishly
Why do I always play pretend?
Only holding back what I’m feeling within
Only wasting time
[Chorus]
How long will I just sit and watch the disconnection grow
Til it can’t be fixed?
The damage done that’s the consequence
Of burning bridges that you shouldn’t have lit
[Outro]
The damage done that’s the consequence
Of burning bridges that you shouldn’t have lit
I got myself to blame, nobody else but me