[Verse 1: rl]
Feel like you're drifting away
Like, if I cried you wouldn't stay
And if I died you wouldn't lay
Right by my side while I decay
I wish you would've told the truth
Because you lied, I can't trust you
And I can't help, but think I'm screwed
My entire life's been misconstrued
[Pre-Chorus: rl]
Told me I should wait for you to stay
I'm sorry, I can't really wait
I don't even wanna see your face
Never cared how I felt anyway
[Chorus: rl]
And that's okay, I wanna fade away
They can't explain how I've been feeling
'Cause I'm so lost, I'm feeling distant
From my friends and my family
I can't break myself out
Mental prison, locked now
[Verse 2: alkayn]
I'd be lying if I said I don't feel alone
I just wanted you to lovе me but I know that you won't
Say you don't wanna talk, then you blow up my phone
Say you'rе sorry but that doesn't mean the seams have been sown
I can't stand you, yeah
You have me saying things I didn't plan to
And forgetting it is something is that I can't do
Yeah, I can see it in your face, you think you're brand new
[Pre-Chorus: alkayn]
I'm bleeding out, I need some help
Yeah, I hate myself, how far I fell
[Chorus: rl]
And that's okay, I wanna fade away
They can't explain how I've been feeling
'Cause I'm so lost, I'm feeling distant
From my friends and my family
I can't break myself out
Mental prison, locked now