[Chorus]
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage
[Verse 1]
So won't you tell me what I did wrong?
Spent so long tryna find out where I belong
Fucked up from the way you string me along
I'm so fuckin' sick and tired of the love songs
I don't want your love, but I need it
Thinking about my past gonna leave me steady grieving
I cared so much, don't give a fuck if you believe me
I've never been smart, so it's not hard to deceive me
[Bridge]
And I know it's all my fault
Now I'm on my own
[Verse 2]
I hate you
You say you want me dead, I don't blamе you
I don't get why this is what it came to
I don't remеmber one time that you came through
So save your words
It'll be a long time till we mature
My brain is fogged, my visions blurred
I guess I got what I deserved
And I can't stand to be alone
Like why won't you pickup your phone
You break me down, and leave me broke
Yeah, all the pain that you invoke
Did I even love you in the first place
How can I wish someone the best in the worst way
I miss putting my arms around your waist
I hate seeing your face on the worst days
[Bridge]
And I know it's all my fault
Now I'm on my own
[Chorus]
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage
(So won't you) Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage