[Verse 1: alkayn]
Yeah, you've been messing with my head
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
I miss waking up with you inside my bed
I can't stop thinking 'bout what you said
I miss your silhouette, yeah
All the things that I regret
But stress just seems to get the best of me
I drown my pain with all this Hennessey
[Chorus: alkayn]
My heart's been broken into pieces
I don't want your love, but I need it
Too far gone, yeah, I'm off the deep end
Drink too much, I'll be buried by the weekend
My mind's been going in a spiral
Think too much, think it's messing with my vitals
Same thing everyday, stuck inside a cycle
I need some help, yeah, I think I'm going psycho
[Verse 2: alkayn, rl]
But at least I can say that I tried
I'm so damn sick of all these lies
The things we did, I can't stop crying
Wish I could speak but my tongue's tied
And now I can't breathe
I hold my breath 'till I can't see
My consciousness gets the best of me
It's shifting my trajectory
Ten years, so tough, well you better be
'Cause in twenty years you're dead to me
It's lowered my life expectancy
And I've been stuck drowning in jealousy, oh
[Bridge: rl]
But I feel like I can't go
Every time you hit my phone
It makes me feel like I'm alone
Until death, I'm on my own
[Verse 3: rl]
Burry me, I wanna die
I'll go to hell, you paid the price
Yeah, all these problems, I devise
I'll never take your damn advice
Keep drowning, I don't wanna see it
I'm buried, so I believe it
Come back, baby, I just wanna see this
Burry me and now I'll believe it
[Chorus: alkayn]
My heart's been broken into pieces
I don't want your love, but I need it
Too far gone, yeah, I'm off the deep end
Drink too much, I'll be buried by the weekend
My mind's been going in a spiral
Think too much, think it's messing with my vitals
Same thing everyday, stuck inside a cycle
I need some help, yeah, I think I'm going psycho