Butterflies Lyricsi laugh easily
i wish i didn’t.
It comes from
teetering on the edge
of someone else’s desires
It comes from
Complying
not wanting to cause discomfort to others
Fuck others.
Why do i have to bear
the weight of the discomfort?
Let’s sit in this crevice of awkward silence together.
So you can absorb how you
stained my soul
crushed my spirit
and ability to form sentences.
i wish i talked slower.
let the words linger
and be born
in full form
but instead they skitter
like butterflies
in a storm.
i stutter when i’m tired.
How to speak surely, though?
when i’m not sure
if you are listening