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Iliona - 23 (English translation) Lyrics[Verse 1]
I was really good at school, so I did a little less
I was a bit scared by the teachers, but mostly by my neighbours
I lie low in class, I always aimed for average
My mother talked to me a lot, so I chatted with my father
My father is quite comforting, so I comforted my mother
My brother is super funny, and I don't have anything special
I write songs at night to forget my days
We walk around the city, we smoke and get depressed at night
We talk about some future elsewhere, wе're just kids waiting
I saw too many hospitals, even in thе summer it's grey
I looked by the window not to see my mother breaking down
My father never came, he's probably busy

[Chorus]
I had no choice
To be like that
If I had knew
I had, I had no choice
To be like me
If I could have

[Verse 2]
The big city calls me, she wants to buy my songs
I cry victory and fly for some paper coins
I sign a shitty contract, I should have known
I discover a huge city, the same that's in the movies
Then I realize than the more there are, the more bad guys there are in the line
I come back to my parent's place and I find it small
We have family lunches, we don't like each other we examine each other
I don't know their stories, if tomorrow they die it's oblivion
Sometimes I ask questions, I am made to understand that it's heavy
So I forget about it
I don't talk money to my friends, cause I don't want to lose friends
Everyone searches and fails, it's ok as long as we laugh about it
And sometimes some hearts open, far from the noise in the kitchen

[Chorus]
I had no choice
To be like that
If I had knew (If I had knew, if I had knew)
I had, I had no choice
To be like me
If I could have

[Verse 3]
Two times I fall in love, two times it was just hot air
The first one steals my money, he likes the teenage girls
The second one breaks my heart, and I don't move on
It is how it is
I'm not good at making friends, I used to be just shy
Now I'm a shy adult, and the less it passes, the worst it is
I don't want to be famous, I feel sorry for myself in my songs
Why don't I like the boys? Why don't I like the girls more?
Why am I afraid to kiss? I feel like I have nothing left to give
Why don't I know how to grow up? We were never taught
Why do I dream about leaving? Leaving alone far away?
Where I won't have anyone to see, anyone to disappoint again
And never come back, not to see what I ruined
Because no matter what I do, I make someone sad on Earth
I'm afraid to see fear on the face of my mother
I don't want to see that I lost when I'll see my brother again
Because the blur in my reflection never disappear
Because I never healed of the thousand thorns in my head
Because it's hard to be yourseld, because sometimes I'm done (I'm done)
And then my album will go out, and the turbulence will start again
And I will hug my family, my pals will be happy for me
And I would have miss everyone, and I'll forget about this song, as always
And life will be great, until the next breakdown
And I will heal my heart, until it falls back to the ground
It's alright, it's alright