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Halsey - Introduction Lyrics

I've been looking for a place to put these pieces.

For 25 years I have 4ipped spastically
from FM to AM inside my head.
I am, still,
unaected by the abrupt static punching through my ears.
I don't mind riding along to fragments and pieces
of the dierent stations.
I don't mind the indecision of a Motown record
spearheaded by a metal guitar solo.
The classical arpeggio climaxing
into the blue balls of worship music.
You know the sound, right?
An indecisive radio?
I have found a home here amongst the chaos.
The constant.

Every morning thе muse puts her finger in my nosе.
One, then two.
Sliding into me
pornographically.
She stretches my nostrils wide
until her slimy hand crawls past my deviated septum,
in between my eyes,
and into my brain.
Exploding into a fist
when she reaches the cavity behind my temples.
The muse is bratty

She is smug.
She wiggles her fingers around deantly.
She displays her palm expectantly,
waiting for a present I will drop into it.
She brushes and tickles the walls of my skull.
The muse is a irt.
She'll always tease but never put out.
Fucking bitch.

I so badly want to be liked.
Scratch that.
I want to be loved.
I want her to love me.
Scratch that.
I want her to leave.
I want her to scratch that.
Scratch that itchy itch of my swollen brain.

It’s only awful ’cause the muse looks just like me.
Dirty fingernails and gummy smile.
But she sparkles the way only a beautiful woman can.

A beautiful woman is a car crash.
Shiny asphalt and smoking rubber.
Melted plastic and metal edges.
Glimmering glass shrapnel iridescence
scattered across the road.
Haphazard beauty. Dignied and slightly terrifying.

The car radio flips from AM to FM.

The doors are locked and I’m trapped inside. My head bobs against the airbag.
It’s calming. Like a mother’s bosom. I would imagine, at least

My mother was full-breasted. But loudmouthed, and sarcastic, and raised her babies out of our colic with camaraderie.
She didn’t hold me close to the mued beating of her heart beneath a department-store sweater.
She didn’t breastfeed.

The nature and nurture in my sternum are arguing now.

My shoulders are held together by two rubber bands pulled tight in a schoolboy’s hands.
Sometimes I feel like my spine will unfold and explode like a jack-in-the-box doll.
I can’t carry all this weight, so I must put it somewhere and somewhere is with you.
You will take good care of it?

I want to walk away from my bones and set them down on a counter like my keys after work.
Let my skin sink into the armchair and lose its shape. Lose its form. Collapse into a sigh.

I see all things in this world as more beautiful than I, and I spin the details of their atoms in every paragraph and brushstroke.
I wish I had 11 hands with 55 ngers so I could paint and write and fuck and feed and grab grab grab everything.
I. Want. It. All.

It must be mine.

I want to walk away from the burgundy bags under my eyes and the periwinkle veins in my hands.

I hope you’ll stay.

I hope you’ll stay.

But I would leave me too, if I could.