In the distorted vision
I have no idea whether this is a dream or reality
Down on all fours, I’ve been groaning
On the asphalt wet with rain
With no sense of time
I vomited hideously
All of my guts are on the ground now
Hey, where am I? What am I doing?
As withered grasses do
I’ve been waiting for time to pass
Under the meaninglessly clear sky
Still I’ve not been able to move
Who the hell said “after rain comes fair weather” ?
I can’t imagine this bad dream ending
As you can see it looks like I’m beyond saving
I’m down on the asphalt I’m at a loss
How shameful!
Alas
Somebody somewhere is now decaying alone
But no one cares
Though the sun shines brilliantly
The rays are never for all of us
Engulfed in flames
Suffering from the lung burned
I still can’t become relieved
Numbed from the raining
Hating even myself
I’m forced to live a meaningless and unreasonable tragedy
Who the hell said “after rain comes fair weather” ?
I can’t imagine this bad dream ending
As you can see it looks like I’m beyond saving
I’m down on the asphalt I’m at a loss
How shameful!
Look
If you say “it’s always darkest before the dawn”
Give me the light right now