[Verse 1]
They ask how I am doing, but it is always the same
I put off work in front of my laziness
My boring days
Is there anything interesting
Even if I go abroad
But besides performing
I can't even play
It’s always so sad
Still jetlagged
I eat every single meal alone
Then sometimes
But I feel happy when I'm with you
Even if it’s not overwhelming or explosive
I just feel safe though
Forget the pain
Can’t deal with people
So can you stay?
[Pre-Chorus]
Why am I always alone?
Maybe cus I’m so anti
Everyone around me disappearing one by one
All my acquaintances who I used to be close to
[Chorus]
I want to change for you
I'll leave the door open
(I will change
I will change to a better man for you)
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna change for myself
So your heart can open
(Yeah I’m way too antisocial)
[Verse 2]
All night I wait til you hit up my text
I’m like the walking dead
Oh my god I’m a mess
Since when
Holding my phone
24 hours
Allowing my time to be used by others?
Girl, I can’t even remember
At some point, I think I got fascinated by you
I shouldn't open my heart in the first place
You were a flower, I was a bee
You have the magic key to open this lock
I was like a pointy rhombus
But I feel so comfortable next to you
This is odd
I’m the biggest antisocial guy
This feeling is like a lie to me
The feeling that you give me is a lot
I pray, put my two hands together
[Pre-Chorus]
Why am I always alone?
Maybe cus I’m so anti
Everyone around me disappearing one by one
All my acquaintances who I used to be close to
[Chorus]
I want to change for you
I'll leave the door open
(I will change
I will change to a better man for you)
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna change for myself
So your heart can open
(Yeah I’m way too antisocial)
[Bridge]
Even if I lose 99
If I could just have you
I would give the world
Long as you be my oh-oh-oh
Even if I lose 99
If I could just have you
I would give the world
Long as you be my oh-oh-oh
[Chorus]
I want to change for you
I'll leave the door open
(I will change
I will change to a better man for you)
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna change for myself
So your heart can open
(Yeah I’m way too antisocial)
[Outro]
I know that I'm anti
But
Imma change it for you and I
I know that I'm anti
But
Imma change it for you and I
I know that I'm anti
But
Imma change it for you and I
I know that I'm anti
But
Imma change it for you and I