[Verse 1]:
A friend told me;
My mother, she doesn’t love me anymore
Brother, I believe so
It’s just you two
No, she said I can't live where she lives
I explained myself - she laughed
The heart trembled, didn’t break
Before I managed to put on shoes or anything
My own blood pulled me from where I stood, where
Where, brother, should I try to find words?
I think this is worse than I can understand
But the thing with blood is
It’s just a metaphor
[Verse 2]:
This time I don't need a fucking perspective
From your goddamn interesting life
You trivialize everything, always
Fuck, I'm actually looking for help
You always look for poetry in everything I say
Romanticizing turning points in a narrative
You don't understand
With your saint's type of friend group
Gangbanger-type MDMA every other friday in a single bed
Like a masochist, together with a sadist
They just want to feel something together
Me and you haven't felt the same things
No matter what, I feel nothing
Look at your life, then at my life
Not everyone can be Cezinando
I look like shit, you just smell a little
Sweat, bad hash and girl’s shampoo
Broken stalls in a block of flats
And amazingly, no matter what
I fall further in
[Chorus]:
You wanted to try some dope to feel something big
I was just trying something heavy to forget something found
I was inclined to everything everyone thinks
Graduate student with behavior problems
[Post-Chorus]:
A friend told me
My brother
I don't know you anymore
Where did you go, you fucking idiot
I met your mother, she said you wrote a book
[Verse 3]:
Forgive me for who I have become
I am a manifestation of the word drawer
All the kids laugh, i feel like when they put the baptism in Julius
Want to hear poetry?
Be careful what you ask for
I pray to God for more life
Im only in church when someone dies, yes
Weird sounds leaking out of the bathroom
Same sound as a rattlesnake
My friend said it best of all
Swear, life flies when you're halfway
I don't laugh at the same thing twice
But I cry for the same every night
Every river will find its way to the sea if it wants to
[Chorus]
You wanted to try some dope to feel something big
I was just trying something heavy to forget something found
I was inclined to everything everyone thinks
Graduate student with behavior problems