Not everything I imagined
In my childhood goes as I want
When did I learn that?
The moment I got hated to death by the girl I was in love with?
I just wanted to get along with her
Still indelible, nevertheless, is this feeling
Of omnipotence running around in my head
No matter how many times I get accused
I believe I will be rewarded someday
And I sell time today as well
Ah, I’m not supposed to
I’m not supposed to end like this!
Still, still
Alone in the corner of my room
Ah
I cried, I cried
Until my heart broke out in a rash
And the
Scratched scratched scratched
Gouged gouged gouged
Wound in my heart
Shall just be filled up with
My grand delusions
Not everything I imagined
In my childhood goes as I want
I couldn’t understand
That I got hated to death by the girl I was in love with
There’s too much I don’t get
Hey, my real self, I’m still
Looking down on you from the sky!
This is, this is
A stage of unhappiness
Yes
My heart is tied up, so is my body. Is this masochism?
And the
Beaten beaten beaten
Broken broken broken
Heart of mine
You will masticate it after my death
To get immersed, right?
To the horizon
Non-volatile memory
Things I don’t get or mysteries
Are showing how slipshod gods are
So sad, so sad
Alone in the corner of my room
This is, this is a stage of unhappiness
I am a god
Still, still
Alone in the corner of my room
Ah
I cried, I cried
Until my heart broke out in a rash
And the
Scratched scratched scratched
Gouged gouged gouged
Wound in my heart
Shall just be filled up with
My grand delusions, huh?
I’ve been, I’ve been
Bound with this childishness
Ah
Everything, everything
Has been covered with actual lies
And
My heart running out of water
Has totally dried up
The time has come
To go back in those days
When I was omniscient and omnipotent!