In believing in lies I saw through
What I realized, what I realized
Is that it’s too late to stand still
In ignoring my blackened heart
What I understood, what I understood
Is that it’s too late to stand up again
Ah, being born the child of a man like that
In my misery being properly sneered at
What I understood was the failure of denial
And that my love has become an empty shell
Learning that there was nothing useful
In a naive girl acting like a lady
The only role left for me was to reproduce as a slavе
That alone is my life
Bring this cycle of dеath and rebirth to an end
Come, let's destroy this world
And this heart
And this body
And the boundless peace that has existed until now
Abandon the infesting idol
Give up the entwined status quo
Coldly
Justly
Rip out this warped ingratiation
Unfortunately, for you, who lost the chance to be born
No matter how much you struggle
There is nothing is left for you
But a future of abject misery
Far better for us to dry our tears
Face the music and give up
Let's become happy together
(Ah, I see)
In gorging on lies I saw through
What I realized, what I realized
Was that the end of the dream was near
In bluntly saying darkened words
What I understood, what I understood
Was that the blame for my sins was near
Being born in such an ugly way
And being chased by a disgust for myself
What I understand is the failure of denial
And dysfunctional love
I’ve found out that a naive girl acting like a lady
Is a waste of time
For you, whom I haven't met yet
I'll grant your wish to never be born
Bring this cycle of death and rebirth to an end
Come, let's destroy this world
And this heart
And this body
And the boundless peace that has existed until now
Let's escape from all of creation
Let's evade these complicated feelings
And the countless illnesses carved into
These hands
These eyes
Over and over
Talking to myself, dangerous thoughts
The true nature of an almost fully devoured love
Saying, “Look at the present moment,”
I cut off the absoluteness of harsh words and this ugly defeat
Wholeheartedly believing “one life is all you get”
Is the birth of pure delusion!
So
I reproduce as a slave; that alone is my life
The strange pleasure of connecting and disconnecting
And losing my own safety
Letting the gloomy words spill out
As the next victim appears in a secret room
Now that I’m able to feel something like this, I wonder if I understand the world
Now that I’m able to feel this kind of pain, I wonder if I understand what comes after
I haven’t been able to smile
I wonder when that began
The memories that kept on building and building
Are making me dizzy!
My vision on both sides becomes wet, becomes wet
Let's part with that which ended
For you, who completely lost the chance to be born
No matter how much you struggle
There is nothing is left for you
But a future of abject misery
Far better for us to dry our tears
Shall we journey forth without hesitation?
Shall we be born over again?
Let's become happy together then
You’ve done nothing wrong
(Probably)