[Verse]
I always cry, on my birthday
In winter nobody wants to sleep alone
I've been a nuisance for a year
I stab myself to see if I bleed
I cross myself just in case I'm saved
If there's something inside this hate
I want to love myself, but I can't find myself
And nobody is going to look for me between so much ego
Scrambled times, that you did not choose
Sad looks from afar
Old friends, who don't know each other
Loneliness, disease of men
Soon, it's next year
What have I learned, only to fall
I'm a clown with a poor smile
Everything since you don't want to see me
I feel immense sadnеss
It goes through my body, and there's no onе around
And there's no one around
I feel immense sadness
And since I don't know what to do, I hug her tight
I hug her tight