Many a time
My thoughts get jumbled
One after the other, they quickly drift far
And so the thoughts start twisting in my head
In a spiral that keeps playing on repeat
Many a time, my thoughts get jumbled
One after the other, they quickly drift far
And so the thoughts start twisting in my head
In a spiral that keeps playing on repeat
Many a time, my thoughts get jumbled
One after the other, they quickly drift far
And so the thoughts start twisting in my head
In a spiral that keeps playing on repeat
A tornado builds and storms intensify
That blows all logic as things escalate
"How are you so dumb?!
Everyone knew that
You'll always be scum
Because of how lazy you are"
"You'll stay in your place
Which btw would be better for you
How come you're stubborn and belligerent all of a sudden?
Why are you so arrogant?
Don't be, who told you [that you deserve to be arrogant]?
Do you really think that anything you say has value?
Stop trying to climb, come back to earth
You don't deserve to soar yet, remain in your place
It seems you forgot how you keep getting stuck
How about I rewind the tape for you"
A flurry of voices, when I'm by myself
Sitting cross legged and frozen, majorly dazed
A hellfire is eating at my nerves
It's never satisfied and tells me
"Do you have more?"
Then comes a flood that erodes my brain
I am shaking and the tension is building
The current is building
I'm stunned and twitchy
And all of body is like ice