Boring daily life, unpleasant daily life, quickly growing old
Already broken, mind breaker
Potato chip in my palm, eating McDonalds
Always want to be in a daze, open the can of energy drink as well
I feel sick, so before long I throw it all up
But I'm already used to it, the taste of gastric juice
Though I don't even know the meaning of life
I'm still frantic, making desperate efforts to live
Getting cussed out at my workplace
When I was a student I had someone I truly loved but
I never told thеm, self inflicted broken hеart
I'm bored out of my mind
Who is this version of me that wants to die?
In heaven can I always take everything at my own pace?
Well, I'm going to hell though!
It's time I write my suicide note or something
Like a real attention seeker
This time too is wasted after all
Even when I've come to my senses I still don't want to do anything
I'm so skinny it's unsightly, I can't even grow a sturdy body
Because no matter how much I eat I reach my limit and throw up
My family passes back and forth verbal violence
I'm just living, paying attention to the needs of others
Things don't work out, I'm not seeing my friend anymore
He fulfilled his dream in music
He's working hard at his job and married a beautiful woman
To arrive at me, desperately persuading myself to go to Tokyo
I gave up on my dream motel
My envious self is so lame
To keep on falling into a dark hole is my karma
I'm bored out of my mind
Who is this version of me that wants to die?
In heaven can I always take everything at my own pace?
Well, I'm going to hell though!
It's time I write my suicide note or something
Like a real attention seeker
This time too is wasted after all
Even when I've come to my senses I still don't want to do anything