I saw a girl riding their tricycle yesterday in the neighborhood
And I couldn't figure out if I was broken or dirty, I couldn't smile
Am I simply more realistic than before or do I understand the beckoning darkness?
Caving in to the will of a nameless person, falling into the whirlpool of problematic society
How do I make it to my 21st year without love?
Just keep washing dishes and clothes
Isn't this okay? I feel a sense of being alive
But those who are hated always disappear in time
Had I never been born before?
I'm lying to the people I love
I'm not doing too well anymore
What happens to your consciousness when you die? Do you see the horizon? This world, hell?
The biggest challenge in this life. Nobody knows
I don’t know
Ah, it ’s embarrassing! Let ’s just live our way!
Isn't this okay? I feel a sense of being alive
I was a joke and disappeared with over time
Even if my best friend gets married, I still feel nothing
I want to remember my heart but I forget it every time
Isn’t it good? I still feel a sense of being alive!
The hated disappear over time! It's cruel in a way
Isn’t it good? I feel a sense of being alive!
I was a joke and disappeared over time! I'm free in a way
However, it will always continue