[Intro]
It doesn’t make any damn sense
They don’t take me seriously at all
To them, I’m just a fucking joke
Just a talking head, nothing more
Everyone’s trying to project their life onto mine
And here I'm, twisting myself up for their amusement
[Chorus]
What the fuck is New Year’s?
I wanna kill myself, and I’ll be more calm
Bags under my eyes and I’m already a dead man
We’re going further, there’s no stopping
What the fuck is New Yеar’s?
I wanna kill you and I’ll be more calm
Bags under my еyes and I’m already a dead man
We’re going further, there’s no stopping
[Verse 1]
I broke everything I could
Life is a game, I have softlock
'Cause my mouth is locked
And no one will save me
Wanted to be someone’s need, but couldn’t
It’s no more than a test for my tolerance
I have endured, but I wanted
Life is a game, I have a ban, there were no walls
I’m a fucking moron, what’s the point of all these convos?
You’ll find out what happened to me without any news
I tried to be happy, but it just wasn’t happening
Is that a joke or do you really love me?
Just break me again and I’ll grow like a bone
Hit me with a fucking car, cause I'm a moose on the road
[Bridge]
Distortion kills me
Distortion kills me
Distortion kills me
Distortion kills me
[Verse 2]
Life is a game, I’m the most shameful player
I don't know if it's a castle or a lock
A voice in my head was arguing with me, but it suddenly shut up
I let everything go, couldn’t keep a grip on anything
Just save me from my desires
I don't have to try to lose you
Just help me
Just help me
Just help me
Just help me
Just help me
Just help me
Just help me
Just help me
Life is just a game, it’s barely started
And I’m already wishing it was over
It drives me crazy that I have power
I press restart to start all over again
It’s no more than therapy
I ascend to the heavens, spread my wings
I look at the mirrors and in 'em no longer me
I don’t look at the mirrors, 'cause in 'em no longer me
It’s no more than therapy
I ascend to the heavens, spread my wings
I look at the mirrors and in 'em no longer me
I don’t look at the mirrors, 'cause in 'em no longer me