Your love to me has been lost
As if you and I have become different creatures
Still, I wouldn't have minded if I were somebody else's replacement
But it looks like even that won't be realized
I've started to grasp the shape of sorrow
Your place is darker and deeper, the hell
Broken things won't be as before
You know that, right?
You look humanlike
Though you're a brute, a sad existence
I can feel my brain getting colder deep inside
Even if you think you can love someone
It will result like it did with me
That's beyond you
I'm looking forward to the day I can see you again
In my bad dream
The brilliantly colored memories like oleander petals
The poison of them have started to take effect
The day your love to me has been lost
The memory remains lodged in my brain
No one was accepting of my love
That day I realized
The shape of a dark and deep isolation
What can relieve my numbed limbs
You know the answer, right?
You look humanlike
Though you're a brute, a sad existence
I can feel my brain getting colder deep inside
Still, I'll probably be satisfied
By you, again and again
I can't forgive myself for that
Like a dog bone
I'm no more than a toy to you
You look humanlike
Though you're a brute, a sad existence
I can feel my brain getting colder deep inside
Even if you think you can love someone
It will result like it did with me
That's beyond you
I'm looking forward to the day I can see you again
In my bad dream