[Verse 1]
I wanted to blow my brains out
Or jump off the roof of my building
In the silence, open my veins
Or I'll shoot up the meds
If I kill myself for good
What are they going to tell my parents ?
Mister, Madame, your son was drugged
He didn't leave anything when he left
Speaking of that
Everything's so much better since I drink
Everything looks so old since I see
That even at 20 I lost my voice
Liver, or even both
I dreamt about cutting my throat
Mixture of blood and saliva
You got to see what the fuck I'm getting myself into
Here's my last attempt
So I knocked with my bare hands into ramshackle walls
In faded jeans
I dream about moving forward
Right now I'm just finishing up my flash from the last day
Razor blade
First opening
Second opening
Third opening
My tears and my blood on the blanket
Brother, it's hard, but this time I'm sure
[Chorus]
I'll make my last attempt tonight
By the time you hear me out, I'll be gone
Yeah, it's my last attempt
[Verse 2]
I wanted to blow my brains out
Trust me, it's more than just a blackout
Besides it's like this every night
I left my beer I drank all the hope
And I don't know how
But I'm gonna find a compromise
It's over for failed attempts
I won't be a dick, I promise
I've got tears just waiting to be shed
My gaze is piercing
My soul is cradled
Besides, I'm no one
I'm nobody
But I'm dying to break through
So it's white trash through a heroin fix
I don't have a hero's life
I take with me my ideals
I leave you my photos, my videos
There's something wrong with Specy
No one knows who's going to tell his story
Thank God the sky's clearing
Bury me if the shot's accurate
I leave my place to you who deserves it
I'm dreaming of glory and America
Please tell me what merit
Saying words of love is not the merit
Give me the star that doesn't shine as bright as the one next to it
Sorry if I'm being tactless
But it's my last attempt
My first act
Fuck I can’t miss
Please don't let me miss
Oh no it's my first act
[Chorus]
I'll make my last attempt tonight
By the time you hear me out, I'll be gone
Yeah, it's my last attempt
Last attempt