How could you say that to me
Something cries inside
I walk through the city it stings, with whispering all about, loneliness and some pain
But everything I hear goes in one ear and out the other, everything I see passes eye to eye
“Let’s meet again someday,” they say passing my by
Is it just me, or are we all just competing against each other?
There’s no way this is all just in my head
I’ve given up wishing for happiness. I tore my future to pieces, myself
As I was left behind, I realized. I’d lost even despair
I wonder if one day I’ll meet the things I don’t understand
Before I knew it the dull and cloudy blue of the city was
At least let me put it in thrown away words (As we fall)
At least when I say farewell to my part (As we fall apart)
Chill to my left and fever to my right, if at least I could leave something behind here…
Since when did I dry up and lose everything? Why is everyone so far away?
I tore my skin and looked inside; what had gathered there
What I found was spiralling, but the next time I looked it had frozen
Everything I’ve ever felt was precious has been like that. (Next time I will do it better)
You know, they’re all so hard to convey. (I know all words could be ignored)
They can’t be washed away, so I spit them out. (But I will give them to you)
I wonder since when it’s been this way? Since when? (again and again, again and again)
So you think it’s a matter of you
Nobody could know what the end would be
We are on our way so we’d end up tasting this anyway
Please stay strong I don’t wanna see you lost
Ah, I understand, I understand
Even if I’m forgotten, my feelings are on a high
Chill to my left and fever to my right, if at least I could leave something behind here… (This is not the end!)
Since when did I dry up and lose everything? Why is everyone so far away?
Chill to my left and fever to my right, (So you think it’s a matter of you)
Like this I’ll say farewell to who I’ve always been
Since when did I dry up and get so hurt? (Nobody could know what the end would be)
Why is it this way? Those days so far away? (would be)