Yes
How amazing
You are
Don't you remember?
Yes
I was
A bullied
Young wallflower
But
I kind of want to die
The time I spent
Thinking of you
Each day
Is all
I treasure
Even if
Nobody ever knew
Of the day it all came crashing down
Yes
After school
I had been
Coerced
Into "doing it"
With the corner of the desk
You sat in
I had no hope of getting out of it
The beatings come
In waves
I move my hips
They all laugh
Then comes yet another round
Of even more beatings
I move my hips
I start getting short of breath
Then the desk breaks
They all laugh
My body goes numb
My hearing goes away
My emotions are deadened
But oh
It felt good
It felt good
It felt good
...Is it okay to stay here?
Is it okay to stay alive?
Is this real?
Why am I here?
What am I doing?
My hips are shaking!
I'm breathing heavily
Rubbing against it
Ugly beast
Go away for good...
And so
My
Innocence was
Senselessly defiled
So
Would you
Please despise me
I am below the level
Of even an animal