Every day in this smothering path
Will I be able to find my place?
Inside this hopeless, yet flashy spotlight
What type of glow can we make?
Why do these mysteriously hopeful lyrics
Seem so overwhelming now?
Will I be able to look at this conundrum
And hold on to my pen?
All of the things that seemed reachable
All of the things that seemed conquerable
Does the sense of hope make me fall even harder?
Endlessly depleted emotions
And the things that anchor my life
If I had to give all that up
Will I be able to?
I am falling down, I am falling down
I need someone to hold me so
Could you help me now
Hey, please help me now
Please help me now
But i cannot find you
So still I am falling down
My mind hidden like an envelope
They keep piling up more and more
I can just dust them off and open them
But I keep on stacking heavy stones on top
Forget them all, rip them up, and burn them to ashes
Throw out what I can
And fill them up with polished things
Fill until I can no more, persist until I cannot
Then I fail to see myself right in front of my eyes
I crumble, crash, and fall
Wake up and I can see, look right ahead
Keep sane while this cruel world tears you down
Even when I fall and destroy myself in this madness
No one is here to help me out
Shit, meaningless and useless things
These razor sharp claws are out preying on me
I guess I have to let everything go
I guess I’m scared of dreams staying as dreams
I am falling down, I am falling down
I need someone to hold me so
Could you help me now
Hey, please help me now
Please help me now
But i cannot find you
So still I am falling down