[Chorus: Ados]
I'm turning my back on myself
What's up with those who don't understand me?
Colors make my eyes bleed
Now I only live for myself
[Post-Chorus: Şanışer]
I've seen flames inside me
I've seen houses on fire
I never told you
I've seen blood, seen envy
I buried many bodies
I never told you
[Verse 1: Şanışer]
I know suffering
Those who suffer know it
A street light in a village or a paving stone in a city
My neighborhood never stood up for me
So I got mad, I fought all my battles myself
(I got burned for myself)
Keep the lights off, leave it If they find my songs too dark, let 'еm play something else
I'vе been fooled a lot
I always fell down for others
But I always got back up for myself
[Bridge: Şanışer]
I'm like patched-up secrets
I'm like wasted years
Lost in my troubles
I'm lost all by myself
[Chorus: Ados]
I'm turning my back on myself
What's up with those who don't understand me?
Colors make my eyes bleed
Now I only live for myself
[Post-Chorus: Şanışer]
I've seen flames inside me
I've seen houses on fire
I never told you
I've seen blood, seen envy
I buried many bodies
I never told you
[Verse 2: Ados]
I'm the writer of my own grief
The slave of my own destiny
I live like a vagabond
I abandon the nights
I got your history
I'll take away your joy
I know you all
Beyond what is to be known
Learned concerns are relentless
My friends have their marks on my heart's bandages
Pains left over from a defeat without a fight
Something calling in my brain Snow falling in the middle of nowhere
Songs are the memories I'm going to leave behind
I long for the beautiful, on one condition
If you must make happy to be happy These delusions are too utopian to be true
[Chorus: Ados]
I'm turning my back on myself
What's up with those who don't understand me?
Colors make my eyes bleed
Now I only live for myself
[Post-Chorus: Şanışer]
I've seen flames inside me
I've seen houses on fire
I never told you
I've seen blood, seen envy
I buried many bodies
I never told you