Why am I not loved?
“That’s because you’re inferior to others.”
I’m doomed to live forever with this poor shape
What’s worse, I’m a little bit dense
Ah, when I have
A similar dream to yours
I’m always the one who gets laughed at
Hey, don’t trace my dream with a needle!
This irreversible nature can’t be restored
Oh, feelings of derision etched so deeply, deeply…
Laugh, laugh, their laughter
Beats against my eardrums and quickens my heartbеat
I hate, I hate, I hate this so much!
My hеart and body are covered all over with wounds!
Mercilessly, this society’s irrational
When I, when I try to recall it
I get worn out in the end
This is my end. And I continue regenerating!
Why am I not loved?
All I can see around me is my enemies
Indeed, I made fun of a dream you had
I thought I got back at you with that
And then I realized my heart was so filthy
Oh, I’m no different from them inside!
If I had good looks, I would care about
My position and be on their side
Not see, not see, you pretend not to see
I see, I see, I can see that
How cruel, how cruel! When I began to run, you ended up asking me “Where are you going?”
Those tyrannical grown-ups say that they have something to protect
Instead of struggling for the ideal, I’d rather see what comes after solution
How I wish it was all a lie
But it’s not that lenient
Even if I could revenge
These scars in my heart would never go away!
While I wish to run away
From these nightmarish days
The morning sun rises again
O unchanging days…
Laugh, laugh, their laughter
Beats against my eardrums and quickens my heartbeat
I hate, I hate, I hate this so much!
My heart and body are covered all over with wounds!
Mercilessly, this society’s irrational
When I, when I try to recall it, I get worn out in the end
This is my end. The regeneration won’t stop!