[Verse 1]
This absurd amount of time
Silently passes me by
This place I'm in is no utopia
Much less the future I've imagined
A boundless, endless future
How absolutely worthless that idea is
I ask the fissures hidden in my dreams—
Where shall I go now?
[Pre-Chorus]
Swallowing my pain, I walked
Towards the distant, distant beyond
As the voices of the city echo again in my mind
[Chorus]
If I'll only be able to suffer and struggle at the bottom of my dreams
I'd rather just let this night consume me whole
Please, stay by my side until I start to disgust you
I know I'm being stupid, but my only wish is to
Live in this moment that'll never come again
That's the only thing I want
[Verse 2]
I've long grown sick and tired
Of hearing these stories of endless suffering
To tie oneself down and give up out of self-love
That's what I call truly stupid
This cold, honest reality
Always so stupid and stubborn
I ask the fissures hidden in my dreams—
Where shall I go now?
[Pre-Chorus]
Every time I turned my eyes towards
The direction of the never-ending darkness
These worthless words would shove themselves into my heart
[Chorus]
If I suddenly woke up from this haze of chasing my dream
This night surely would get ever murkier, right?
So please, don't let go of our joined hands
Right now, I just wish
To live a peaceful, quiet life, but even so—
[Bridge]
This intimate warmth that you have given me
Planted fleeting ideals inside my brain
But at the end of the day, I can't tell you what I'm feeling anyway;
So what's the point?
How selfish I am
[Chorus]
If I'll only be able to suffer and struggle at the bottom of my dreams
I'd rather just let this night consume me whole
Please, stay by my side until I start to disgust you
I know I'm being stupid, but my only wish is to
Live in this moment that'll never come again
That's the only thing I want