[Verse 1]
Everyone laughed, but you said it doesn't matter
They had a problem with the family, it would get serious
Hell with my brother for 24 back then
Where lack of money isn't a problem, but a reason to change something
The big, hard street wants to tell me what's okay
A golden rule, if you have the chance then escape from it
You didn't live like me, you don't know what it means to be at the bottom
I'm not there anymore and I'm proud, not ashamed
You make cash on the street, but you still live with your mother?
I lived alone when I was almost eighteen
Some Idiots are talking nonsense, but what else can they do?
When on the beat they're wack, what else can they tell me?
[Chorus]
I didn't want to be here, I didn't want to cry at night
I didn't want to hear the screaming, feel pain, but her touch
"forever blocks" - fuck that phrase
I don't want to stay on a bench where dreams only go off
I didn't want to be here, I didn't want to cry at night
I didn't want to hear the screaming, feel pain, but her touch
"Forever blocks" - fuck that phrase
I don't want to stay on a bench where dreams only go off
[Verse 2]
First of all, there ain't no rules on the street you fuck
Ask former friends about rules from those tracks
They fuck tune like the police, because of a pure rule
They never want to change anything, it's us the Poles
He's got a profile picture with his son, he's calling kids of cunts
How am I meant to love this culture, tell me how (tell me how)
How am I meant to love this culture, rap became a meme a long time ago
A new hobby of our times, push your frustration out to the internet
I'm a human, I change my mind and I have flaws
I'm scared of the darkness, something is standing there and scares me
I'm seeing pictures of me from a few years ago
And I've got a question - Am I dissing myself?
[Chorus]
I didn't want to be here, I didn't want to cry at night
I didn't want to hear the screaming, feel pain, but her touch
"forever blocks" - fuck that phrase
I don't want to stay on a bench where dreams only go off
I didn't want to be here, I didn't want to cry at night
I didn't want to hear the screaming, feel pain, but her touch
"Forever blocks" - fuck that phrase
I don't want to stay on a bench where dreams only go off