[Verse 1]
I feel hesitant to even say that it's hard
Still, I hate myself on these unripe steps
[Pre-Chorus]
The gaze that used to embrace me
And the comfort we used to hold onto each other
Seem to have grown so weary without us noticing
Even in a day that doesn’t change
Leaving only loneliness behind
I still don't have the courage to let you go
[Chorus]
I’m scared of our darkened expressions and those sighs
I waited for even the faintest light to shine on us
But there’s nothing I can do
Even after trying for so long, I end up in the same place again
[Verse 2]
I’m sorry for not loving you
And for not holding you like I did in the beginning
[Pre-Chorus]
The more I endure, the more unclear I become
Between growing greed and worries
Even if I feel suffocated
How can I let you go? I just can't
[Chorus]
I’m scared of our darkened expressions and those sighs
I waited for even the faintest light to shine on us
But there’s nothing I can do
Even after trying for so long, I end up in the same place again
[Bridge]
Even if I hate how small I’ve become
And even if I eventually lose myself, I still, oh
[Outro]
I love you
I’m sorry, I just want to hold you