[Verse]
And here I wake up, open my eyes, get up, pump
The strength I have left as I'm still lost
In the gray of the city I seek some peace, some color
To catch me
As everything moves backwards
Anathema, if I once stood by you, I laughed
Like I want to be in a haystack, I'm looking for a shining star
For me and me alone, in the darkness
A caress to show the way with true
No booze, no cigarettes, I'm walking alone in the void
But I don't fall, my strength is always by my side
And my heart like a distillation of my dreams
It's cold, all around me are corpses, impossible to count
With every step I take I fall backwards but I don't lose
The explosion in my mind of emotions
I happen to know how to enjoy