Solitude is nothing for cowards, we’ve known this since we were kids
Being alone is not liked by everybody, you just nurture the chimera of togetherness
It made us ailing and tight-lipped and we are now still lonely when we’re around others
Let us wait in silence for the lost days, that will never ever return
Death visited me again yesterday, he brought me descriptive presents
He dyed the floor in front of me in bloody red, and instead of apples, now children hang from the trees
In the night it’s getting cold outside, and there are no places left to hide
One day there will be no way back from this mayhem, as the last shot pays gaffer death
What’s the time my friend? Is it finally ok to leave for home?
Or should we once more sit for a while, waiting for the gone days to never return?
I can nearly stand and think straight after more than ten bottles of wine
But I am anyhow still way too sober to forgive myself
I’ve always thought I could drown this grudge, that endless void I’m filled with
But as I did, I somehow just feed its flames
I didn’t expect that much, but not that this life will tear me apart
So tell me death, what’s all this void inside me?
“This void is emptiness that lasts”
What’s the time my friend? Is it finally ok to leave for home?
Or should we once more sit for a while, waiting for the gone days to never return?
I can nearly stand and think straight after more than felt ten bottles of wine
But I am anyhow still way too sober to forgive you
Cause when you fall asleep at night, I stay awake and just fall for my dark thoughts
That will make me go insane one day and will never let me sleep again
What shall I say more? How should I sleep when also the world never gets peace?
And is constantly worrying me until I won’t even feel the merest numbness
But death, as you never kept in mind to return as early as you promised
Why did you leave me behind with all this emptiness and void?
Come on, give me your hand gaffer, I show you the way to the next drinking hole
There’s always a last last drink, but the next one is your treat…