[Verse 1]
Yeah, I'm back
Already 18 and my energy hits the max
Turn my memory upside down, inception
I got burnt, but came out whole from that inferno
Try to brush me off like you did back then
My heart's full of scars instead of tattoos
I remember, you were all talk
Tellin' me Santa, Santa, taking a hike like Um Hong Gil
I'm back, say that again in your nightmare
(My way)
Press on a hat and keep it up
They told me, "How're you so calm?" Hide what I feel
Heavy gold chain, poker face
Kept lying to myself
Every day I feel so lethargic
The black hole that swallowed me
Evеry day I'm being chased, shut my face
Bеar the weight of my past
Make the impossible possible
Always Mission Impossible
I don't need no stunt double
So dangerous up there where the air is feeble
[Interlude]
Clownface
Mr. Clownface
My scarface behind my smiley face
This never ending circus
My circus
Circus
[Verse 2]
I skipped my meals in the practice studio
I swallowed my blood, shed a few tears
I put my life on the line to get ahead
I wanted real power, chuck that fake crown
The gray city, a giant leech struts down this street
I ran a pick through my heart whenever I got weak
Ditched the distractions then cut off some people
Speed on no break, a broken 8-ton truck
Fuck that hater
I don't need an incubator, now I can breathe on my own
Talk that shit, doesn't matter
Wish for my happiness, all holidays erased from my planner
The bigger the light, the longer the shadow
It's coming, this trial like a total eclipse
My success is no coincidence, this is fate
Say it, this is me
My first goal is to prove me
Ready to write it and spit it out again