[Intro]
I'm rushing, headless rider when competition and disappointments are everywhere
Even Werther will not catch up with me...
[Verse 1]
I was phenomenal and then absurd - once a cool head, once hot-headed, 2k18 was my year
I went on tour and stopped drinking
Everyone was shouting my nickname there
It's a bit weird, but I'm finally living now
This fucking money is finally dripping from the sky
Finally, mom is in Poland, we're all eating dinner together
She tells me: "You are acting a bit weird, Mati"
Maybe it's because of those joints, maybe because of the poor times?
I keep visiting doctors, I constantly keep thinking, that I'm dying
I start my day by checking my blood pressure, get it?
A finger on the pulse, like on a trigger with a piece to the head
In my head a cover of "Jestes Bogiem"
Pain behind the eyelid curtains
And I suddenly stop feeling ... everything
Literally everything because of the psychotropics that I take
In the meantime, I'm a pinata for a faggot that's sitting in front of a monitor
I go back to drinking again, which will bury me even more
If to live then it is to live for you, not to drink, and then sleep wasted (Dullahan!)
I could take the sentence for taking a head off, for you
But I left without it, my Charon waits on the shore
[Chorus]
I will never apologize for
The fact that the lion lost itself in the forest of hands
Horses die in my town, my heart is full of sand
The skeletons want to eat me ...
I will never apologize for
The fact that the lion lost itself in the forest of hands
Horses die in my town, my heart is full of sand
The skeletons want to eat me ...
[Verse 2]
I create GUGU, and they call me a snake
There's a queue to spit at Simba
They mock me on the left and mock me on the right
But if there ever will be a need, then we can win against them
I hate myself and I disgust myself, I'm not surprised that I'm rejecting myself as a person
But I'll prove that everyone is wrong, I fucking promise
The first time the head breaks before "Atypowy"
Dad's suicide, I'm shooting a video with Frosti
New kicks, new shocks, traumas
I play concerts, there's no resistance
I go to Malik Montana's backstage
It's tough with my health, and I don't know where I am
Thank fuck, that no one recorded me back then
That my tragic downfall was not seen on the internet
We've helped so many people that I can't even believe and I can't help myself, I really don't know
Wait for me in heaven, I'll just fuck up the whole rap scene and I'll be there soon
[Bridge]
"I'll probably die before my thirties" - that's what I sang when featured on Białas's song
Because I planned my death, I wanted to run away from here just like dad
[Chorus]
I will never apologize for
The fact that the lion lost itself in the forest of hands
Horses die in my town, my heart is full of sand
The skeletons want to eat me ...
I will never apologize for
The fact that the lion lost itself in the forest of hands
Horses die in my town, my heart is full of sand
The skeletons want to eat me ...