[Verse 1]
I'm tired of it, as I open my eyes again today
No doubt, I’ll have to prepare to fight
Facing that monster that's tearing me apart
Trying to swallow me without leaving a trace
[Pre-Chorus]
Self-doubt, helplessness, hatred, anxiety, depression
What have you prepared for me today?
I’ll be expecting another dreadful day
[Chorus]
Once again, I’ll fight without a plan today
Because I don’t even care about winning anymore
Today, I’ll be shattered into pieces again
Bеcause I hope this will be thе last time
[Verse 2]
I’m sick of this meaningless battle
I’m utterly fed up with it
If I don’t defeat it, I’ll be the one torn apart in this fight
[Pre-Chorus]
Confidence, self-esteem, euphoria, fulfillment, pride
What are you going to steal from me today?
I’ll be expecting another miserable day
[Chorus]
Once again, I’ll fight without a plan today
Because I don’t even care about winning anymore
Today, I’ll be shattered into pieces again
Because I hope this will be the last time
[Bridge]
I’ve come to realize I can’t destroy you
Because you are me
[Instrumental Outro]