These words we've left out
Flow in to a crevice deep into our hearts
If I miss this train
There won't be another one
We can't look away from each other
I wanna be able to sit next you and smile
I'm clutching my hands desperately
Trying to prevent myself from shaking and breaking out into cold sweat
Like talking about different "me's" that don't exist
My hand won't ever reach you. It's stuck and I'm unable to move it
Yet no one notices this
So I can't stop making more
I'vе got lots of bad habits, but they make me feel at еase
Help take me far, far away
There's absolutely nothing in the seat before me
Making me shake
It combines all my destinations
And forces me to see myself
I'm trapped in the shadows of others
That talk and praise me
I'm shaking and looking for an opening to run away
Desperately chasing some way to escape
Like watching some meaningless TV, like listening to people
I don't know it just wastes my time
Please don't let anyone notice
I want to keep going like this
Yet I'm so scared of letting these ugly lies
Slip out
But it's getting more difficult to do so because I'm running out of space
What's it mean to be you? What's it mean to be like yourself?
I can't really remember and it makes my head spin
How many people have I made? How many people have I fabricated?
I can't keep holding on to them all anymore. It makes my head spin
Please, please
Please, please
Don't look at me with those eyes
Even though I'm a failure please don't stop holding my hand
But please don't look