[Intro]
The gun
The gun
[Verse 1]
He took out his gun, shot in the crowd, emptied his entire clip
I think he's gone crazy, I think he's gone crazy (The trunk)
He put it in the trunk, drove slowly to avoid any problems
I think there's sequestration, I think there's sequestration (The hate)
He put it in the garbage, before that, he cut off his fingers
He broke all his teeth, I think he's gone crazy
He's done with people sincе he's Cartesian, the judgе keeps going in circles
Seeing the grand scheme of things, he took out his knife, but since it wasn't sharp enough for him (Not sharp enough)
He put on his gloves, he took the lead, he drained the blood
He filmed everything and, to make sense of it all, named it “First lessons”
Fuck, I think he's really gone crazy
[Bridge]
Well, I mean, I was outside, first of all. I heard the gunshots, yeah, no, gunshots. I panicked, I left, and then, like, I heard a car leaving, I think. Yeah, it was leaving, then I heard an accident, I, I…
[Beat switch]
24 hours earlier
[Verse 2]
My life:
An unfinished building without stairs, just an emotional rollercoaster
I slept in the cold, in the alleys, look, my eyes are missing irises
They've seen too many things, broke my heart, destroyed it
Those are my tears flowing inside of me, on them, I imagined myself jet-skiing
To forget my pain without slitting my veins
My heart in hypothermia, starved of human warmth
Filled with hate, My hand heavy like Damian Tarel
Eyes looking up to the sky, black, just the way I like it
[Chorus]
A shit life and I don't even know why I exist, once I do, I won't be here anymore
Stop telling me I'm getting depressed, when I will be, I won't be here anymore
Oh, the life I lead, I don't know what to do with myself
Oh, the life I lead, I don't know what to do with myself
That's why I took the gun and snapped, why I went crazy
That's why I took the gun and snapped, why I went crazy
[Outro]
Hmm
Hmm
Hmm
Hmm
Hmm