[Verse 1]
Oh god, I’ve ended up existing!
It welled up along with my consciousness
Pulsing inside me, beat by beat, called:
“Syndrome”
Pure, pure highs-lows
A surge of the brain chemical called happiness
As long as I breathe, I seek and desire
『A happy, happy story』
[Pre-Chorus]
A miracle that clings to me like a shadow
I want to reset it, I want to reset
I say, "Please, God,"
As I put my finger on the delete key
[Chorus]
(I wanna end this Peek-a-boo-shit)
Can you give me thе nonexistential cure
It'll bе together for life
Syndrome, syndrome
Yeah
Who can cure me?
Even though I gave up
Long long ago
Something called ethics are laughing at me
Haha, haha, it makes me insane
If you're going to pity me, can you give me love
Haha, haha, this is so boring
Would you cure this kind of hope
Would you cure this kind of despair
[Refrain]
Atonement, atonement, please grant me forgiveness
[I JUST WANT TO LIVE, LIVE IN HAPPINESS]
Who is it, who is it? Are you my god?
[I JUST WANT TO LIVE, LIVE IN HAPPINESS]
Lullaby, lullaby, it doesn't end even if I die
[I JUST WANT TO LIVE, LIVE IN HAPPINESS]
I don’t need it, I don't need this paradise of reincarnation
[I JUST WANT TO LIVE, LIVE IN HAPPINESS]
[Verse 2]
The spiral to hell is double-helixed
A "good child's punishment game" at the end of genes
Gasping in a blissful daydream:
“Syndrome”
The free fall is very slow
I’m sick of "happily ever after"
I keep repeating the countdown to my life in the
『Lovely, lovely morning』
[Pre-Chorus]
An ill fairytale
Watch and laugh at my comedic tragedy
I'll give you the worst ending
As the worst present
[Chorus]
(I wanna end this Peek-a-boo-shit)
Which is the right answer? Can you please tell me
(Up?) (Down?)
Don't know anymore
Syndrome, syndrome
Yeah
I don't want to look at
This stupid world
A fake smile is a lie
Asking "why" seems like a complete waste
Haha, haha, it makes me insane
If you're going to pity me, can you give me love
Haha, haha, this is so boring
Would you cure this kind of hope
Would you cure this kind of despair
[Bridge]
The reason I'm suffocating this much is
Because I remember happiness
Is the fake dream I once believed
Tell me, is it a sin?
Tell me, is it a help?
There's no way out
I don't need it anymore, anymore
[Chorus]
(I wanna end this Peek-a-boo-llshit)
What does "normal" even mean? I’m so sick of it
Dancing on the edge of a cliff
Syndrome, syndrome
Yeah
I poured petrol
And cremated me
‘Cause the humanity is just trash
Happiness? Cruelty?
I don't care anymore
I just want it to end!
I want to destroy this thing called life
[Verse 3]
Am I a patient from birth to death?
It flows bright red
Syndrome, syndrome
Yeah
My own room
Is the ICU??
Love needs your groom
The future’s pitch black, spinning, spinning
And it's laughing at me
Haha, haha, it makes me insane
If you're going to pity me, can you give me love
Haha, haha, this is so boring
Would you cure this kind of hope
Would you cure this kind of despair
[Outro]
[I JUST WANT TO LIVE, LIVE IN HAPPINESS]
[I JUST WANT TO LIVE, LIVE IN HAPPINESS]
[I JUST WANT TO LIVE, LIVE IN HAPPINESS]
SYNDROME INSIDE ME
... Is a life