[Intro]
Would you have felt happy if I had eaten up
Curry and rice for supper today?
But you said with a very frowning face
I didn’t really have to try
[Verse 1]
I wish I had courage to
Hit back when I’m bullied
Then you may
Show me some more smiles
I wish I lived alone and
I wouldn’t get you into my troubles
But then I would spend my life
Without knowing you
If I were a liar
Would you scold me?
Many “if"s like these vaguely appear
To me when I’m alone in my room
[Pre-Chorus]
And the days of nothing get cracks
And many “if"s are leaking from the cracks
[Chorus]
Now, I close my eyes
My ears and start to walk forward
I can’t hear your voice
And can’t see your smiles, but it’s fine
I wish
I could erase
Only memories I hate
From my head
[Verse 2]
If I were an honest person
Would you believe this was my last lie to you?
Then I’m sure you would show me a smile
I know it all, don’t I?
I’ve tried to tell you many times
But my words wouldn’t reach you and “that’s strange”
I just want to come to you but I can’t
But my knees tremble as if saying “You deserve it”
If I were alive
Someday I would sing you a song I’ve made for you
The song I’ve never sung you
Because I feel embarrassed
I hope this song reaches you, someday
[Chorus]
Now, I close my eyes
My ears and start to walk forward
I can’t hear your voice
And can’t see your smiles, but it’s fine
Now, I close my eyes
My ears and start to walk forward
I can’t hear your voice
And can’t see your smiles, but it’s fine