[Intro]
The back view of myself that was illuminated on the way home
What I'm going to do, what I've dreamed of, what I've worked so hard for
I'm going to change everything, everything in this world
I've been thinking about these things in a random, serious way
[Pre-Chorus]
Now
I'd like to say I've become convinced
I'm still
I'm still looking for the words
Now
But I want to tell you what I'm thinking
I am now
[Chorus]
I've been struggling with something I've been holding on to
I hold so much in my arms and stop
I wonder what direction the arrow is pointing
I broke the silence and sharpened
Spelling out my thoughts with the tip of my pen
Once and again and again
Step out for me
[Verse 1]
I'm still thinking about it
Our ideal image of us
I wonder if one day I'll be able to choose the arrow
Always and never
I wonder if I'll ever be full
Because there's hope to keep on thinking
Don't stop right now
I want to follow the rest from now until I wake up
[Chorus]
I've been so worried about what I'm holding on to
I've held on for so long and now I understand
That I can see arrows in every direction
I broke the silence and sharpened my pen
Spelling out my thoughts with the tip of my pen
Once and again and again
Step out for me
[Bridge]
I'd like to say I'm sure now
I'm still finding the words
Now I want to tell you what I'm thinking
Now I'm...
[Chorus]
I've been struggling to hold it all in
I've held on to so much, and now I know
That I can see arrows in every direction
I broke the silence and sharpened
Spelling out my thoughts with the tip of my pen
Once and again and again
Step out for me