I was entranced in a dream where I was holding a knife
You smiled at me, even amidst your despair
As I whispered: “Forgive me,”
You gently stroked my hair
And yet, I couldn’t hold back my tears
Neither could I erase my past
My trembling fingers gripped the knife more tightly
I shall put a curse on this nightmare, with the terrible grief it’s clad in—
Stealing the moon; stealing your heart;
Devouring all dreams
“Come, over here.”—Such were the secret words whispered to me from behind
Thus a pact was made
Pray, make my desire come true
All my life, I’ve tried to hide my scars
But I’ve finally found it, amidst my despair—
A sanction for my own existence
That was my only salvation
Everything about you is simply too dear to me;
I wish I could forever be with you
Tremblingly, my fingertips are caressing your cheek
I shall put this nightmare to a test, with the terrible poison it harbors—
Lamenting the passing of time; lamenting reality;
Devouring all dreams
“Come, over here.” Let us dance, for the curtain shan’t go up
No one can understand it
But pray, make my desire come true
This flame keeps growing ever more intense
Though I know it is our fate to be gone from here, eventually
I just want to make everything mine and mine alone
Be it your skin, your ears, your lips, your eyes, or even your heart
Please
Don’t look at me like that
I can’t loosen my tight grip on the knife
Why must it be like this? When I love you this much?
Please, notice it. Realize it
Hurry up, before it’s too late
Let’s just put everything to an end
This sweet dream is coming to a close
It’s quickly turning into reality