[Verse 1]
Once again, I was torn apart in a single moment
Just thinking about it, it’s so pitiful
With nothing to lose, nothing to forget, I just keep walking aimlessly
On these dark, stained streets
Even after abandoning my own soul
What found me was something spreading within me
I, once hollow, am gradually being filled
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, oh, oh, oh
The comfort I had without boundaries only changed me more
Until I lost my fear and brought out what I had thoroughly hidden
Maybe this is how I always was
But honestly, I don’t really remember
[Chorus]
“Staggering, swaying movements
Somewhere blending and spreading among them
Entangled in those wretched times with them
Drifting off to sleep without a trace of pain”
[Verse 2]
You say this version of me feels unfamiliar
But maybe this is who I really am
The old me is no longer visible
What do you expect me to do about that?
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, oh, oh, oh
The comfort I had without boundaries only changed me more
Until I lost my fear and brought out what I had thoroughly hidden
Maybe this is how I always was
But honestly, I don’t really remember
[Chorus]
“Staggering, swaying movements
Somewhere blending and spreading among them
Entangled in those wretched times with them
Drifting off to sleep without a trace of pain”
[Bridge]
Holding a gun in my hand
I close my eyes
Oh, as I count to one, two, three
Wherever I arrive
I hope there will be nothing more
[Outro]
Why am I like this?
Is it because I’m weak?
Even now, I continue to die, cruelly