Like a crazy person
I keep laughing
I don’t want to get caught
Don’t want it to be obvious that we broke up
I worry, what if I’m the only one like this?
So I can’t even cry
You always had a lot of fun
Even without me
I hate you, don’t be well
I hope you’re hurting as much as me
Rather than the times we loved
Times of pain
Will be waiting for you
In case you call me
In case you’re there when I turn around
I’m pacing back and forth in the dark and empty alley
How much more do I have to ache?
How much more do I have to hurt?
For me to let go of this love?
I hate you, don’t be well
I hope you’re hurting as much as me
Rather than the times we loved
Times of pain
Will be waiting for you
I tell myself to get over you
To stop being sad over you
I try erasing your photos
I try hiding all your traces
But you remain in my memories
I hate you, don’t be well
You’re gonna be in pain too
My foolish heart
That was lonelier because there was so much love
Is waiting for you
As much as we loved
I’m gonna hate you