A signal that whispers "stop." A few short contrails
How far can we walk so slowly?
I know I can't smile forever
I wonder if I'll be able to grow up well... I kind of hate it
I feel like the train windows and the passing cities are fading away
There must have been so many things I couldn't forget
When I look back, I wonder what was there
I must have wished so strongly that we would definitely meet again...
When I remember, I wonder who was there
I don't care anymore
It doesn't mean anything, does it? It's just a few words
What do I know? I've been stifling my discontent and smiling
There's no meaning to it. It's just a facade
I'm trying to move forward somehow, with my feet, which are so weak
I feel like I'm being left behind, and that feeling would go away
I don't have a shred of confidence
Before I know it, the night is over in a corner of the room with no light
I came here with great expectations
But suddenly I'm scared. Why is that?
I thought "I wish I could be like him."
But, why is it that I don't want to change?
Oh...
You’re still sneaky, aren't you? You can't wait to escape
You don't know what you want, where you're going
You're still weak. You're still trying to find a reason to be yourself
You’re trying to find somehow in a trembling voice
How can anyone else understand the value of a person?
I don’t have worldly wisdom so Am I just an unwanted child? Ah...
To yourself in 10 years after
Will you understand the answer to this question?
I'm about to cry because of the pain
Laugh at me
It's not your fault that you can't be strong
You don't have to hold on to the insecurities that you want to throw away
You may not be able to run with these legs
But you are the one I chose trying to walk somehow
(Alt. Title(s): 10 Nengo no Watashi ni Nara)