[Verse 1]
I am not your baby
I am my mother’s only one
My mother’s prettiest
My friend thinks I’ve made it
I walk around like a pile of bone remains
To packed parties in Moncler vests
And I hate that it’s so easy for you to like me so much
Spilled red wine on the white flag, but you know very well
That if I left, you would’ve raised it fast
I had also done that
Then went and painted it black
[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause one time I was awake for 60 hours straight
I swan-dove and got my feet stuck in tongs
So protect me from everything that I want
Because I don’t want to be here
[Chorus]
Pictures hanging on walls that disappear
Slower than certainty, and there is nobody
Nobody who wants to believe anything
Forward in time that doesn’t exist, but we have to get there
I have empty frames without pictures
Lined up against the wall because they lie
Trying to understand, but they just mimic
Ending before it begins
Because I no longer see what they are trying so hard to tell
[Verse 2]
I am not the same
I have many new opinions
Life took some turns
Wake me up when we get there
***Need something in the system, a little spark in my wires***
Flipped the light switch off and on, on, off and off and on
Almost like watching the days go right in front of the island on us
We are so fucking small
If I’m being honest, I don’t hear anything that I particularly believe in, yeah
[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause one time I was awake for so long that I felt dizzy
Became comfortable floating and clinging to the sky
So protect me from everything I want
Because I do not want to be here
[Chorus]
Pictures hanging on walls that disappear
Slower than certainty, and there is nobody
Nobody who wants to believe anything
Forward in time that doesn’t exist, but we have to get there
I have empty frames without pictures
Lined up against the wall because they lie
Trying to understand, but they just mimic
Ending before it begins
Because I no longer see what they are trying so hard to tell