I'm of no worth to you
If nothing else, I wanted to show you everything
In total sincerity, with no lies
I suppressed my shame and my pain
Ripped them out of my chest
And with a shout, I threw them away
Ugly insects were nesting in the slight cavity
That wasn't how this was supposed to go
What I was really waiting for was your kindness
But I cannot accept it
I hate myself too much
I can't undo this damage anymore
What was I thinking
The tears still won't stop
I wanted to connect with you someday
But the insects nesting in my heart are everywhere
I'm the only thing that matters to me
I can't undo this damage anymore
I died before I could reach you
I send this to you sincerely, from very far away
Please, trample me