[Verse 1]
Lord, sometimes I wonder why I was given life
I have days when I look at people and feel disgusted
I have days when I accuse a brother of being a scumbag
And feel my heart pumping ice instead of blood
Oh, Lord, I don't want to be consumed by hatred
But I can't, Lord, keep my mouth shut
With so many fakes around, burning you like fire
My heart is a cold block, I won't play their game
Cocksuckers put me in depression, Lord
Anxiety, panic attacks, I have nothing but mood swings
I was a colorful flower, now I'm petal-less
How did I end up with suicidal thoughts?
[Chorus]
At night I drown in an ocean
An ocean of thoughts, staring at the ceiling
And I feel like I can't hold on anymore
You, heal me with your love
At night I drown in an ocean
An ocean of thoughts, staring at the ceiling
And I feel like I can't hold on anymore
You, heal me with your love
[Verse 2]
These scumbags only care about their own interests
And in real life they lie, just like they lie in their verses
Worthless people want to make me look small
They'll feel the balls of a god, I promise
Shove it up your ass, so you'll have me in your soul
I'll wipe any trace of a smile off your lips
What you give comes back, bitch, that's the universe
I'll cripple you so you can't walk, see how it goes
Record labels, man, they don't take risks
And they don't give a shit about artists, man, like they're the tax office
What you forgot, cocksuckers, is that before the art
I grew up and learned everything I know from the street (For fuck's sake)
It's 3:00 AM again, Satan's hour
High, you'd think I'm possessed, and I'm making a plan
I was way too good, and they took me for a fool
They'll feel my fury like I'm from Iran, ayy
[Chorus]
At night I drown in an ocean
An ocean of thoughts, staring at the ceiling
And I feel like I can't hold on anymore
You, heal me with your love
At night I drown in an ocean
An ocean of thoughts, staring at the ceiling
And I feel like I can't hold on anymore
You, heal me with your love
[Outro]
For fuck's sake, fuck's sake
I won't fuckin' die, haha
Yeah, yeah
Hey, you'll never see a dead devil, no, nah
You'll never see a dead devil, no, nah
You'll never see a dead devil, no, nah
Penacho, Penacho, Penacho