I squinted at the wailing dials
Surely, surely, through the mirror, 8 o'clock has come and gone
My face goes white, glad nothing has changed
Beside the pink flowerpot's soaked heart
Is an overgrown, swollen bud entangled with it
It's so foolish
Ahh, I'll turn into a fossil
Ahh, I want to keep up the act
I have to smile, since I don't really have anything going for me
I can't fill this gaping emptiness; if it gets out, what will I do?
Ahh, the neighbor to your right
My heart races, head fuzzy
Say, when I fall asleep tonight and open my eyes
I can't find a single reason to gеt up
When the morning comes, what еxactly... should I do?
I squinted at the wailing dials
Backing up one step at a time, "see you tomorrow" I mumble
Relief ended up coming before any sort of joy
Reminiscing on the setting sun, the tiny cracks can be seen
It's so unbelievably terrifying
Ahh, you'll find out
Ahh, I want to keep up the act
I have to smile, or the things precious to me will break
I wish for a happy tomorrow, but what do I do about this abyss of loneliness?
I can't even scream anymore
My heart seizes up, head shaking
Ahh, I want to think a sky filled with rainbows is pretty
What I yearn for is not being able to run away
What everyone finds worthless
But there's nothing to be done about it
My heart races, head fuzzy
These final days closing on my side
This withered bud, it's so unbelievably filthy...
So innocent
Ahh, I'll turn into a curse
Ahh, I have to say "I've given up"
Or the static in my head won't stop
I can't fill this gaping emptiness; if it gets out, what will I do?
Ahh, it's just like she said, it's over
Ahh, I'll end up being happy
Ahh, losing things is suffering
If everything goes to waste, I'll take my retribution for having loved
You're so, so nice... If I cried into your chest, what would I do?
That was the dream I saw in the end
My heart hangs in the air